does time …really heal?

possibly… but probably not…completely.

I want to think the best in everyone I meet. Well actually, that’s somewhat a lie. I have low-expectation of everyone I meet. I despise disappointment, in myself and in others. I’d rather be angry then disappointed in anyone and vice versa. At least I get over being angry.

I wear my emotions on my sleeve. I don’t like wasting my energy being angry and emotionally affected by anyone… its too tiresome…so I forget it all. Forget it all.

Time to time, when I do think back… I considered the “what if’s”. “What if” I never met that person? “What if” I didn’t open that bag of chips? “What if”…things were like it once was, when laughter was in the air, comfort was just jumping through the window and a movie and dance was the time of our lives? Sometimes it isn’t so easy to forget…

…but I realized, those “what if’s” are just illusions because all I have is what is in front of me.

I thought about it…forgiveness…

…i just saw it.